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As always, this is aimed more at your soul, and less towards your body:

Happy Birthday on Nov 5th

 

You think you are complicated, deep mystery to all.

Well it’s taken me a while to see, you’re not so special.

All energy no meaning, with a lot of words,

so paper thin that one real feeling, could knock you down

and I’ve seen, tonight, what I’d been warned about

I’m gonna leave, tonight, before I change my mind.

So see you when you’re 40, lost and all alone,

being comforted by strangers you’ll never need to know

Not sad because you lost me

But sad because you thought it was cool to be sad

You think misery will make you stand apart from the crowd

Well if you had walked past me today I wouldn’t have picked you out

Now I’ve seen, tonight, how could I waste my time

And I’ll be on my way, and I won’t be back

because I’ve seen, tonight, what I’ve been warned about

You’re just a girl, not a woman, and I’m not coming back

Being weak, when I am strong
Being seen, for who you are
Being sad and lost but not alone

But listen and think when I say,  but listen and think when I say

Who makes you feel the way I make you feel

Who loves you and knows you the way I do

Who touches you and holds you quite like I do

Who makes you feel like I make you feel?

Goodbye folks on this side, i’m going back home to that side.  I’m all done with this side for now.

Home is where my heart is.

I’ll catch you in the future  later.

My resistance is getting weaker,

and I can’t stand the pressure

I can’t get any weaker

I have to find some over treasure

 

I need – if nothing – to be a man,

because I was born a man

and I deserve the rights to live

like any other man

 

My mind gets in  such a state

sometimes it makes me sick

sometimes, i try to hate

but I just don’t know the trick

No one wants to live a lonely life,

of that i’m sure

but why settle for less

when I know I deserve more

everyday from my vessel

you’re just pouring out

and when I ask for some of yours

you start to run your mouth

lock me out, and change your route

but you don’t know what love is about.

Well, i’m sick and i’m tired

and i’m tired and sick

and I don’t want more of that

Zany, crazy

hmmbelle , hmmbelle

like no one can be

absolutely insane madness

from Mongolia to Madagascar plains

mad

over the heels mad

heart beating, pulse pulsing

certifiable

from a concourse to the next

smile to sadness

all the way

lane to lane

madly, deeply, truly

 

Turn down service needed.

Sometimes I wonder, then grin

I know why

safe to say been mad for decades now

10+2

give me my certificate.

I am thirsty

very much so

I can’t see my thirst being quenched ever again

for I have lost all connection to water

forsaken

my throat has been dry for many moons now

and I can barely swallow

that whet felt is blood for sure

this i know

i bleed for you

my, dear

precious

delicious

water.

Walk into grace

for it  is within this powers are found

fly within the powerful fields of her

and dig divinely into her divinity

open your mind

No one is trying to give you understanding.

You ought to say hi to No One.

 

Nothing used to be sad

then Nothing was happy

then Nothing pondered

now, Nothing is still.

be still

Nothing.